Happiness is not a sign for Awakening.
Lets say you have the mind of a caterpillar inside a human body. You will be content and happy with very little. You will just eat and care only for your-self, with a big smile .
But what if you have the mind of a human within a caterpillar?
You will feel limited and you will suffer. You will want to share and do anything possible, to transform, awaken, go through metamorphosis and overcome your limitations.
Paradoxically, when your awareness widens, you do not become more happy, but more unhappy, because you connect to the suffering of everybody and everything in this world. You also become more aware of all your own limitations and traumata, which you were not aware of before, because you were not connected to your inner body fully. When we are only in the mind, we „think“ to be strong, happy and fearless, when in reality, there is much more going on inside our body. All undigested emotions are clustering our awareness and can make us sick. Many people are full of fear and aggression, without being aware of it, because they are not connected to the „inner felt sense“ inside the body. Only empathic people can feel their reality. Like someone who is drunk and bleeding, without being aware of it.
All emotions can help us to grow and transform spiritually.
The last, but never ending step of awareness, is to learn how to deal with the pain, by letting it transform you into a more selfless-self, through surrendering to it.
We can be transformed by suffering into more awareness/love/peace, but we cannot overcome pain in this human condition.
The Speed of „Dark“ is faster than Light
Imagine you are walking through a driving train(space). You are the light(information). And the train is the Space (Software).
Inside the train(space), you(light/information) can never be faster, than the train.
If you would want to be faster than the train, you would need to get out of it. You would need to get out of the program.
Imagine now that the train which stands for Space, is a software-program and you(information/light) are the „output-information“, from this software.
It is the software(space), which makes the information(light) possible, so information can never be faster, than its source.
If an information would be faster than light, it would transcended the software-program of space-time and arrive at the core.
The core is what contains the software. The hardware. (Consciousness/God)
All information and software is contained in ONE „computer“ and therefore all space-time and all phenomena exists only divided as a program, but actually it is totally ONE in reality.
That means, that there are 3 different factors in space-time.
1.The Holographic Program: Our world we live in . Here speed of light is the limit. (Information can not travel faster, than its source.)
2.The Program Language (Higgs-Field): Space-Time itself, which creates information. (The Source: Space-time(Higgs-Field), is faster, than light)
3.Source/God. All informations are contained in one. There is no speed or space. Einsteins „Spooky Action at a Distance“ is speed-less or have infinite speed.